5:00 am

It’s a very cold morning here. I am trying to sleep again but I can’t due to hilarious alarm clock. From the day I started putting my clock away from me, it’s very hard to sleep again. Last night I was working till 2 to write a story but can’t finished even a 1000 words due to changing plots of characters at every moment in the story but as my day starts with 5 am I have to woken up in this morning.

6:00 am

I started jogging to practice my health dreams that I was seeing from last few days. It feels great practicing new thing every day and jogging is a nice activity to do. I also made some friends during it, to listen stories from them about their life and later to write them in my work.

7:00 am

Coffee is a very energetic drink to make morning fresh and charming. It’s my usual routine to have it five or six times a day. Morning usually goes on checking all the mails, comments and blog posts anything related to work. Most of the time goes on doing these types of activity whole of the day.

9:00 am

After taking breakfast I keep on busy doing research work related to everything that is happening across this country. Sometimes I get lost in the world of internet and while other time I find myself holding piles of books to read things written by other writers. I keep on doing things whole of the day in same manner throughout the year and ends up increasing my knowledge day by day but useless to sell as internet increases its knowledge many thousands time than mine.

5:00 pm

Got bored from the day to day activity and thinking to go outside for some. Most of the time my evening ends up with meeting some new/old friends and doing nothing just sharing about my ideas of work to them. I know that they don’t care but still I love to share my feelings with anyone who can at least listen it. When they tell me about other writers who are succeeding I too get few seconds of confidence but as I do not earn anything it seems that I am spoiling my life in doing no creative work.

10:00 pm

I am again on my writing table and after thinking about whole day, I don’t know how but I can get enough motivation to write things in my work. I feel emotional, crazy, disturb and everything while writing and it goes on all the night till I am not satisfied with my writing.

I had chosen career as a writer just because want to be one and it has nothing to do with money. Yeah I am poor as poor Beggar in terms of money and as rich as bill gates in term of knowledge. I don’t have money that I don’t visit places in holidays until I don’t win any travel contest for picnic. My life depends on coupons and sponsors more than money. I am living my life on the few bucks paid to me by magazine or by some newspaper. I still live with a handbag and also I am not a celebrity like Chetan bhaghat and durjoy dutta but hoping to be one of them someday.

When I read stories about writers who invest whole of their life in producing content for other but earning not a extra penny for me, I feel like I am going to one but still hoping for a good future as I started writing just few days back.

It all started with the concept of money …..

What is MONEY?

It is a commodity that can help us to buy everything in life except happiness, love and relationships.

What society thinks about it?

It is a parameter to know the status of happiness and well being in the life of an individual.

Why it is necessary in one’s life if he/she is already satisfied?

Because society will not let you live peacefully. Everyone ask you a question about why don’t you buying a car? Why you are not putting new marbles? Why you are not wearing designer clothes and from your toothpaste to your undergarments they will ask you a lot of questions that makes you tend to think “Yeah he/she is right I need to develop” and here it starts the birth of a crazy money mind people.

What it can do for you?

It can do various things like admitting your child from school to college with donation, It can help you to show off in between your circles :P and also can make you think about superiority among other people in the society .It can even fetch you respect in your neighborhood.

Does it really necessary?

In my point of view all the above points are created by society itself and boundaries are also defined by the people having money in their pockets .In my views yeah of course it is necessary as a fuel of life. No one can neglect it for livelihood but there are different priorities for everybody in life. Some wants to see their pockets full of money while other wants to fill their minds with experiences. I belong to a second category that’s why I am here talking about money like this. I want to say few things through this article like…

Yeah people are not money minded but the people talk about money so much that everybody even who don’t want to earn money start thinking about it.

Dreams are hurting my life since from childhood. Once it was in the form of night sleeps and now it is a day dream with open eyes. The story of dreams in my life started when I was a boy in class 10^th and was ready to appear for my board exams.

Before 10^th –

What do you want to become in life?

10^th –

What do you want to become in life?

But the thing is after working very hard many people end with just only high percentage of marks and nothing related to their dreams. Life is seen by the eyes of teachers and parents and everybody relates with the marks.

12^th-

What do you want to become in life?

At last nobody cares about the past dreams. The students inside this whole country were just busy in solving integration, differential problems of maths. Everybody was hanging between fluid dynamics and mechanics nobody thought a while for what they want to do in life; they just want to solve as much as organic and inorganic reactions as they could. Even SN1 and SN2 mechanism didn’t save them. The dreams were pointing to just one thing IIT. Everybody started fighting for it and unfortunately with so less numbers of seat in a country at IIT killed thousands of dreams who were capable and more than thousands who were not. All lies on the same level and thus the mushrooming private colleges helped them to get a seat for fulfilling their dreams at least as an ENGINEER.

These are the same ENGINEER who is working in so called Multinational firms and doing nothing just ctrl+x, ctrl+c and ctrl+v work. Although they had already got a job but still thinking about one question…

What do you want to do in life?

I know if our education was little what better everybody is enjoying their life now. Engineering do not having so many crowds that employer can be boss here. Engineers do not have same status as doctor because population is not so large here. This is just because of a dream called IIT which was shown by our society to the generation of 2000-2010 people that killed a lot of dreams and produced competition among ENGINEERS of the country.

Ps - I am too one of them.

I am a dreamer.

Yes you heard a right sentence, I am dreaming since the day I was born. There are many phases in my life where I like to think about dream but I can’t as dreaming is in my blood. When I was a child, I was dreaming to walk on my foot and want  to experience the things what I cannot. When I was a boy, I was dreaming about chocolates, cycling, and fantasies. When I was in my youth, I was dreaming about love, romance, career, growth, and fun. When I was in my 30’s, I was dreaming about cars, parties, flats and everything that connects to a cool lifestyle. When I was in my 40’s, I was dreaming about my family planning, my income sources and my lifestyle. When I was in my 50’s I was dreaming about my retirement and life after it.

The day I stopped dreaming is today when I know everything that I was dreaming was merely a lollypop to live this life happily. Someday I think when I am in my corner to look my past and I found that I was alone in my whole journey with my dreams. Someday I look on the mirror to find the dreams in my eyes but it looks empty. Someday I think to calculate my earnings of the life and find nothing but my flesh with some blood to run a life. Someday when I calculate the days I reached to my dreams, I find a big zero.

The days were passed in my life like a silent film, where everything was running without the music. It was the life I lived like everybody did and I am finding me in same corner as everybody else. The life I was dreaming was nothing but an image of illusion. Had I taken some steps back in my 20’s, life was never being like this. At every junction I was adjusting with the environment but never tried to change it.

I could have chosen my work in my youth that I like to do rest of my life. I could approach my crush to propose my love. I could do everything that I was dreaming about. I could live the city where I always wanted to be and couldn’t just because of my dreams. It is good to dream but if I would have lived my life as I wanted to live then everything would be a fun. I always wanted to teach the poor but couldn’t just because of my silly job, if I would had done that then my soul is not regretting for it now. I always wanted to travel for peace but couldn’t just because of thinking about a right time, if I would had done that my legs are not asking questions right now.

I was always capable of doing everything in my life but I had taken my steps back just because I was dreaming about it. It was my life but I was living it in my dreams. If I would have implemented everything then my life would be more awesome then I dream about it now.

It is the day that I will remember for my first step in meeting with the real bloggers. How often are the days in our life when we saw people sitting behind the screens? Yes it’s not a usual case. We are the bloggers who want to change the world with our own thinking. We want to paint the canvas across the world in our own way. Often we love to hear from the people that they liked our work but from inside we just want to express our feelings what we have right in our heart.

So the exploring personality inside me saw an event page on facebook regarding HYDERABAD BLOGGERS MEET , It had been just a month I settled here but I can’t stop the personality inside me to choose this event thus I reached early in the morning may be because I want to explore the place before the start of bloggers meet . I kept on exploring the areas near the venue and at last entered into the venue with hopes of learning something from it.

The session started well with the center around “story-telling” taken by Venkataraman that keeps hitting my mind with each concepts of storytelling. I do a blog from a considerable time but never thought about the importance of impact and expression in writing but the session cleared much of the things. The session was the one who admired many people across it.

The second session taken by subhorup around the theme of social marketing and that was quite fine. The session discussed about the possibilities of traffic on the blogs via social networks. An amount of discussion was done around it that cleared many things for the beginners.

Then april came and with her US style she talked a lot about blogs. Why is it necessary? How it is changing lives around the world? How journalism can be happening by it and many more thoughts. After this session we have a superb lunch organize by feazt. The next session was too great and talks about photography and self discovery that can inspire a lot of people but overall the meet was quite good.

The thing that we can get from these meets is the confidence to blog and to see the real charming faces around you who also blogs like you without having anything to return from. One thing I can certainly say that it was the meeting which nobody attended it because it’s just happening around it. Everybody attended the meet to get something from it and to give something from it.

The choices of expression may differ from one blogger to the other but the other things remain same with them. It’s not just the usual case when you see such a large number of people gathered at one place just to discover something around soul. I know the days had gone where people met with each other just because it carries some attraction to them but this meet resembled the same.

Even the discussion around was such a soothing that gives life to the tea. A nature mixed with tea by “BLEND OF TEA”. The imagination to understand the age of tea was superb. Everybody liked the way speakers interacted with the audience.

One can forget the things but the session on photography was just amazing. I always wondered about how these photos are taken so brilliantly. Even the whole nature comes to the cameras on a one click. But the way Saurabh defined everything was great. It’s not the luck that comes into plate of photographer but the hard work that pays of him with such beautiful snapshots.

Many people complaint about their life and their decisions across it. They shamefully tell everyone about their bad time. Here I met with the Subhabrata who discovered himself around his blogging journey and living a life that is right according to him right now. He told a story about himself how he changed himself by a process when there is nothing in his life back.

I met with some energetic young people for whom age is not a limit, who made this meet even more beautiful by their presence only. In the meet there were a lot of things to talk and to realize but if you think about it was just a great day in my life.

The other links of the meets are-

http://www.mightygeekstuff.com/hyderabad-bloggers-meet-day…/

http://www.techiezap.com/2014/12/extremely-happy-to-attend-bloggers-meet.html

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The word “Entrepreneurship” itself creates a sensation inside the whole body. Suddenly images of Steve jobs, Richard Branson, Bill gates e.t.c. starts coming in front of our eyes. Does it really have a power for which it is hyped on from decades? It refers to two most important thing money and fame because of which people dying to have this attitude.

But what I am trying to suggest you from my article is that job or entrepreneurship both are the same platform to grow and earn respect. One side gives a feeling of self satisfaction and other side gives a feeling of competition. Both have their advantages and disadvantages. Not everybody can become entrepreneur without hiring employee and not every employee can become entrepreneur with learning the organization structure.

You people are wondering about my title how I ended up with peace so let’s have a list of it that gives a certain kind of life what you want from it without thinking about entrepreneurship and jobs…

So enjoy the life. Have a good luck J

There were some moments in my life when I occasionally feel too bad about life. The moments in which I am alone , the moments in which there is nobody around me to share my thoughts, the moments where I hardly see smile on my face , the moments where everybody feel so happy about them but left me alone in my loneliness.

It’s not the particular circumstances but the particular time that made me fall in this situation. At this point of time I watch the environment around me and I feel too bad to have it. I want to talk with somebody to share my views but not everybody seems interested in it. I want to tell someone about my problems and my life but it seems nobody cared to be a part of boring talk from me.

I always want to capture the good moments around me on which I can believe on, on which I can proud on , on which I can live on, but as soon as I went to capture them I found myself into the dearth of peace. I feel lazy to enjoy the moment, to enjoy accompany, to enjoy the trips results me to go again into the relentless reality around me.

Sometimes I try to break the boundaries to talk with someone but my nature come again as a roadblock and left me alone in expressionless and cunning personality. I always want to be a part of some party and celebrations but as soon as I went to them I can’ crack jokes, I can’t able to attract the attentions, I can’t speak continuously to show my wealth and knowledge and yet again I turned into the boring personality.

There were the moments when I really care to do something great in public , to do something for the audience , to do something for the followers but as soon as I went to them to share my views they wonder about my personality , as I speak I speak very less , as I try to involve my involvement is negligible, as I try to relate I can't relate , as I express they can't understand. The darkness that lie in my character is soulful to me but the same is equally boring for others.

What if I had been an extrovert might be life would be good , I will be able to participate in all those parties , all those trips , I would easily be able to catch all the attention, I would be in a position to tell my love that I love you in style, I would be able to say all those people that I care for you with out any  hesitation . I would be full of friends in all the moment, I wouldn't be celebrating my birthday all alone these years. Might be my friends, relatives would be caring to give a call on at least weekend, I would be having some people around me to whom I would be able to share my thoughts but life would be different I wouldn't be a writer , I would not be a thinker, I would not be an artist and I would not have written this post.

My college days were expired more than 5 months back as I had already graduated as an IT engineer of course after clearing all exams including projects. I was waiting alone from morning to evening and to night, just for a one reason that someday I will get my joining letter. It was frustrating moments when someone come to home and asked about joining. It’s a ritual in IT industry that a person can expect joining after a 5 to 6 months but society does not understand it. They just want to see us outside the city and same thing I was expected. Whenever I checked my day. I always wonder to do something productive but at the end all goes in vain.

My college seniors had already said a lot of things about joining and expectations go high every time I feel being an engineer. I was spending the longest holidays in my last 4 years. Nobody was around to disturb the concentration, no crushes, no love, no canteen and class gossips, no outings just me with my loneliness.

I always think about working someday to earn some respect. I like to have my in dependency as earlier as I can. The things were changing, the dreams were changing, the thoughts and feelings were changing and in the middle I was waiting just for one thing my joining letter.

One fine day I was wishing hardly to get the joining and that was the day my luck gifted me a joining. My heart beats goes on increasing as I started reading about it and that’s the place my eyes were stopped at a junction. It’s Hyderabad. I was happier to have it in the starting of my career.

The first week already passed away. It’s some sort of great feeling that I can’t able to describe it in words. It’s like taking a new birth. Environment is fabulous here. What I always wished for to apply the skills into the real life projects. It’s something I admire most to have a great team. Yes I m lucky to got a team. The in-dependency is the new life here. It’s just an amazing feeling going and coming in formal suits. It’s a transformation from jeans – t-shirts boy into a proper dressed man. The outings are not like a simple college days outings and after first weekend it’s confirmed that life is going to get feel something crazy. I love the life and will love the future because you know it’s my first job.

Writing is a power, brand, miracle, vehicle, warrior, sword, weapon in fact it is above all. It is said that books are the best friend but where the books come from? It’s the writing from a pen on the paper that gives vehicle to the thought to move around everywhere in the form of the books from mind to mind.

When I was a child I try to remember the things in my mind told by elders as I don’t know to use the paper and pen, I want to convey my message to them but just from the mouth as because of the same reason. Sometimes I fought with my friends and there were no proof of who is wrong and who is wrong just because we don’t know the letters. One fine day I found meaning in the images, in the letters, in the papers. I was reading about the history of ancient men’s, I was reading about their traditions, their habits and their evolutions. I was amazed to see the power of letters it was conveying information of thousand years ago to a child. Isn’t it a power? As the times moves I found the article in the newspaper about an event in my village. I was delighted to participate in just because of those few letters that conveyed information to me. Isn’t it power of attraction?

I saw in my teenage that giving love letters is easier than confessing it in front. It’s the power of writer in writing that helps to win his heart. Sometimes I feel about why dozens of people can’t change my mind while a single book did it. Sometimes I write about the thoughts that are hard to convey but easy to write. Why a person feels happy by reading just few words in the book? Why people smile while reading love stories?  Letters gives the power of imagination to mind and I enjoyed it a lot. I know you people too enjoyed it anywhere in life.

Writers are the best professionals who do work for the souls. Every other do it for the money. Writers are main creatures responsible for the social change, the letters came from the mind can change anything inside the world. A book on child labor can change the situation of next generation livelihood; a book on the wild life reservation can decide the life of jungles. It’s the power of writers only who from any medium can change the status of the people across them. A good script writer is responsible for good movies that affect the mass people. A good journalist column inside a newspaper can change the government to think about the situation.

Writers are the life of this world whose writing can change the thoughts, reactions and situation of society.

Education means to get into IIT, IIM, NIFT and other top major institutes across the country which builds world class technical graduates as society worship them and companies pay them heavily for their skills. Is it so the definition of education?  

I  don’t know when but the concept came into the society that a person earning more is more educated , a person succeeding more is more educated , a person seen in more events as a guest is more educated. I was wondering about the thoughts of education why it is so? Then I realized it’s not the person but the bundle of degrees behind the person is highlighting him/her as a more educated in the society.

I personally accept the fact that education is not just about degrees its more about sense of humor , touch of emotions , understanding of feelings , judgment of right and wrong , respect of others but is it so in the society ? If not... then why?

Education is seen as a bundle of degrees now .A painter is uneducated if he/she has not a degree in painting and it does not depend upon the amount of education his/her paintings conveying to the society. A writer’s imagination is of no use if he/she is not holding a degree in literature. It’s the society who makes it compulsory to have a certificate of degree before excelling in any field.

Is it only the degrees responsible for educating a person? Is it a person who is illiterate by degree does not have any sort of education?

Education means not to have just degree but to have knowledge about that degree , education is not to earning more but to dressing the mind more with the thoughts , education is just not to succeeding more but to succeeding the soul in the work . Education is not just to mug the concepts and earn the marks it is more to understand the concepts and to use it for the society.

I salute to those who earned respect in the society not on the basis of degree but on the basis of their work in the society. A college drop outs can become entrepreneur and world richest person, it’s only the vision towards the work a person doing in the right way called to him an educated person.

Need your comments if you think either in favor or against .